what if i still have a heart

 You gave me the sun but why do I still feel cold

I can still feel the frostbite on my fingers

the icy fragments on my doorsteps, 

the brain freeze, as I drink the strawberry milkshake you gave me two days ago.

It still lingers on my tongue. 

and the taste of your kisses, as I welcome the breeze. 

And I have been shivering despite your hugs

and the hot embrace at ten. 

all the hairs of my body rise up

like the warm air waiting to be cooled down again. 

You took the sun into your hands

and captured it like some god

and all the other girls were jealous

as you handed it to me

But why do I still feel cold? 

but if I freeze to death 

just to be with you

then let me die tonight.